I’m so fucking tired of this fucking bullshit. I’m tired of cooking for everyone for everyone not to eat. Guests, I’m talking about guests. I feel it’s a sign of disrespect if you come into MY house and don’t eat or drink when I’ve made hella food. BUT YOU HAVE NO PROBLEM SMOKING MY FUCKING WEED THAT I BOUGHT FROM THE DISPENSARY AND I DON’T GET A FUCKING CHANCE TO TRY. Like honestly absolutely fuck off. I’m tired of this shit.
y'all, i’m SO fucking over doing exactly what I am supposed to for work and then getting yelled at because SOMEONE is in a bad mood. honestly i didn’t think this situation would make me cry but it did. i’m sitting in this chair in my living room tearing up feeling like a fool because of a stupid issue that i went about correctly, AND THAT I GOT FIXED. i thought working from home would mean less stress with my job. but no, all it has done is cause me more stress. this situation made me mess up my break and clock out on accident instead of ending my break making me have to email my manger and make her take time our of her meetings today to fix it. i am working my fucking ass off right now to make sure shit is running smoothly before the weekend for you all and you want to yell at me for no fucking reason?! wtf did i do to you that called for being yelled at?! and you wanna know the worst part? i’m crying because guilt is eating at me because in my head i am thinking “maybe i deserved to be yelled at” and “maybe i shouldn’t be so thorough and over think” and “next time just stay quiet and do as your told don’t do what your supposed to do in your title until you get word” like i am so over this crap… i was going to ask my manager if i could work longer today because i think they need it and being behind on monday is gonna be a real bitch to catch up, but after this i’m ending my day at 2pm when my shift is over. thank goodness my work day is almost over and then i can make a bunch of food and wait for Angel to come home and play games and eat good food.I hope everyone is having a better friday than i am.
Sigh. I guess it just be like that some times..
Love how even when I’m right, I’m still wrong 🙄 accept the fact that you are in the wrong and being the ass and that I did nothing wrong. I showed the proof that I was right. Not my fault you refuse to accept that you are in the wrong. Dumb ass.